No news is good news...? :p

Just thought I'd let y'all know that we did NOT have a sonogram today, as we thought we would... :-( Turns out, they were supposed to refer me to a perinatologist or something for it, but my psycho doctor DIDN'T! So now we have to wait. I couldn't even call today to schedule the appt. because their system was down--gotta wait 'til the morning. :-p Jess is not happy. Jess is mighty pissed off, actually. I started crying in the car... Just frustrated. Of course, I'll cry about anything nowadays.

I've been kinda down the past few days... I wonder if there's such a thing as pre-partum (or would it be just "partum") depression... Seems like I'm carrying a burden (and I'm not talking about the baby--that's pure joy there) that I just can't shake. Felt like God was lifting that off of me today... Left for work early this morning, and it was absolutely GORGEOUS! I'm talking 'paradise' perfect! It was only mid-70's, sun was shining... Beautiful. Then I got to my first store (ironically, the same Target I ranted about in June... big surprise...) and everything was downhill from there. My 2nd and 4th stores were okay, but in general, it was a blah day.

I got to the Doc's around 2:15, Jeremy arrived around 2:45, we got in there around 3:15, and found out NO SONO TODAY! The last hope I had for the day, though very anxious about it, was crushed. That's all it took for me. I just want to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow, hoping it's better than today, because right now, I have little desire to finish the day out. :-p I say again.

Oh and the psycho doctor was walking around the office while I was waiting (I was the only one in the waiting room, and still had a 45 min wait... Go fig.) First, he called me "sweetie" (which I hate... I'm not his 'sweetie'...) and then asked me how I was doing. I said fine, he then said, "Well, you're pregnant--somebody did that to you." Like it's a bad thing? And he's an OB\GYN? Why??? The thought of having him deliver my child is kinda scary... I mean, if he's the doc on call that weekend, that's who I get. Yay. Good times.

The whole birthing center idea sounds more and more attractive. I guess we should go start looking into them...

:`( <~ That about sums the rest up.